This new company I am in for AIT is crazy. Not only do we sound like a bunch of cheerleaders when we step to march somewhere or when we reach our destination; but the males in my platoon have thought of the lamest “mascot” and motto. We as a company (if it weren’t bad enough) are the Falcons. Now everyone makes fun of those who are kind of screw ups and call them the “blue falcons.” To make it worse, my platoon is now known as the “Thundercats”. I mean how retarted can you get. Yes that is in the cartoon from the eighties.
I am still on freaking profile. I was put on a “dead man’s profile” right after I got here. Now they extended it another two months. I think I am going to request con leave when I go in to see the Physical therapist on the Wednesday, or maybe the Ortho guy, when I see him on Thursday. One of the two, but I am going to put in for it. Because climbing 3 flights of stairs a couple of times a day isn’t really doing me any good.
I think I have hit the overkill button with my friend, EC. I met while I was home on Christmas Leave. I don’t know how I always manage to dothis. I really hate being me sometimes. I wish that I could still find myself and be happy with what I see. but know what I feel right now is
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In light of the new year, most people tend to post about resolutions and what not. Not here. I freakin hate resolutions because they tend to be stupid bullshit anyway. I leave in a few days to report to my AIT and while my trip home for the holidays was a nice little break. My even Saturday night is leaving me feeling a bit restless and lonely. I hate that. I hate that when I finally meet someone that shows some interest and give me that inch. I wind up taking a mile and freaking them out and they of course run. I can’t say that I blame them. How do you find that happy medium between. “Hi we just met, lets get to know each other better…” and the other person thinking your a raving lunatic. I mean there has to be something different in there; right? Yeah, that’s what I thought. I mean hell, I wasn’t looking for a soulmate kind of thing, just a new friend. I am pretty lacking in that dept. I miss back in the day when I could go and hang out with friends, or they would come over and we all just had a good time. So what the fuck is my goddamn problem? I don’t fucking know, if someone else can help shed some light on the subject I would really love to know.
You ever have those moments, when you jsut want to ram your head into the wall, because what you really, really, really want to do is just… Well, it’s just not real bright given your current situation. Yesterday, my Crazy Uncle had invited us to dinner. My step-dad stayed home and my son decided to spend the night with my cousin and her two kids. My mom and I decided to go down to the club on the way home, so we called to see if my step-dad wanted to go. While we wait for him to get dressed and what not, I go in and dawn some of the new lotion my battle *C* talked me into buying. My mom couldn’t figure out what it was she was smelling and said, what ever it was she wanted to eat it, lol. I thought, “WoW! I definately want to put some of that on when I go out.”
Finally, when everyone was ready to go, we head down to club. Mind you I live in a small, redneck, retirement community and when I refer to the “CLUB” and I am talking about the American Legion. Moving on. We go down and stay about long enough for My step-dad to drink a beer and mom and I to split a coke. I was about ready to go. Then, in he walks. The very guy I was referring to in my last post. And what was my reaction? This is so retarted…
So, I finally have put 2 and 2 together, and what do you know? I actually came up with 4. AMAZING isn’t it? I know, it’s so hard to believe I can actually add like that. Alright, now on to my story. So I have gone down to the club with my family quite a few times. There was almost always this one guy down there that was really cute, but being me back then, I wouldn’t talk to him or anything, for fear he would just laugh in my face. How freaking retarded is that? Well, on top of that, I knew a little about him from his myspace page, but didn’t know that it was HIS. I couldnt figure out for the longest time who the hell this guy was or why he was in my friends list. Yeah, yeah, yeah shake your head and roll your eyes later, okay.
Alright, my cousin and I were talking right before Christmas and this is when I connected the dots and realized who this was on the myspace page.
http://www.rockyou.com/my_gallery.php?source=mse&instanceid=96176185&islocal=true#
I have been in basic training for the last 2 months. I shipped to Ft. Leonard Wood on 20 Sept, and and graduated BCT on 30 Nov. During that time, I have learned a lot of new things about life, people, and especially myself. I have repelled straight down a 60 ft wall. I have shot a high power 50 cal machine gun, and an AT-4 . Been pretty crazy. I learned that riot gas isn’t so bad after all, but always keep your pro-mask handy. Other things I find useful are that after dark drill sergeants tend to be a little crazy, lol.
I have made some new friends and really enjoying myself, even though a lot of the pt and stuff was a little hard me since I was so far out of shape. I came in and couldn’t do any push-ups or sit-ups and ran 1 mile in 13.15. Now it may not seem like much to anyone else, but I passed my AFPT and did 12 p/u, 46 s/u, and ran 2 mile in 19.30.
Like now…the freaking DS is stalking up and down the hall with a pellet gun shooting the females on the first floor. He was already upstairs shooting the males, but said they were no fun, because they don’t run. Go figure. This one DS is pretty cool though. He was one of the 4th PLT DS’s, the other male DS from 4th was pretty cool too. However, since it is cycle break and Echo Co. has been dissolved, the DS from that company have been divvied about the rest of Battalion. On top of that we also go a new 1st sgt. she’s is something else. But these new DS’s from ECHO are really something else. For 9 straight weeks at the last formation for the day, (ie final formation) we have each platoon separated by gender into male and female formations. Easier for accountability right? Well, this one new DS we have now, decided that we needed to be getting into formation differently. Since those of us that are left are all holdovers, and the rest of the company has shipped off to their AIT Units, we have just under 100 soldiers in Holdover, so he had us split it down the middle and form two platoons, in alphabetical order. saying, “This is how you will form up from now until you leave for exodus for every formation.” Well, the DS that was one of my own DS during the cycle had CQ duty the following night and looked at all of us said, “Fix this.” We have a new female DS too. She is worse that the 1st sgt I think. She has decided we have to guard the freaking door at the other end of the building because, um.. well I am not exactly sure why. They have alarms on them. Anyway, she told DS Hz… “JUST so you know, these females are to be posting guards at the door on the other end. 2 guards everyhour all night…Until I say stop.” DS Hz just got this look on his face like ‘excuse the freak out of me?’ He out ranks her, then they went inside the building for about 10-15 minutes and he came back outside and said that the door guard thing was fine, just remember, HE WAS IN CHARGE. With a booming “YES, DRILL SERGEANT!” we were all glad that he was. I feel so sorry for the next cycle coming through, because our DS don’t really care for the incoming ones too much and it shows, it is that bad. Well, I am going to get off of here and think of some other really intersting stories to tell at later date.
Okay, so I had gone back to work at the railcar factory, but got some damn wild hair up my ass and said I am going to get my CDL and drive a truck. There is a program that will allow the state to pay my tuition for TD School and give me money for transportation over the 3 week course. However, I seem to have hit roadblocks at every turn. Craziness I tell you. They are insisting I have my DOT Physical and DOT Drug test done before I start class. However, the first 2 days of session is done doing exactly this. Even the Lady in charge of CDL program didn’t understand what the deal was and why they are insisting I do it this way. I have no doubt in mind about passing, rest assured on that. I mean, if I can pass a hair follicle test, come on. That’s the thing about me. I have will power over peer pressure like you wouldn’t believe, because I am always looking for something better, and drugs just are not the way to achieve that better opportunity. The idea of it just puts me in a position to risk too much. Employment, home, and especially my kids. So for 3 weeks now I have been a resident of the unemployed population. If wouldnt be so bad if the physical and DT were over a 100 dollars a piece.
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Why is it that I find it so difficult to remove myself from situations that are beyond less than ideal. I stay, in the hopes that things will get better and they don’t. In fact, I think things are really bordering on getting worse. I feel like I can’t leave and I can’t stay. I hate the idea of having to give up on someone. At the same time, I shouldn’t have to worry about what I do. Meaning, is this action, or lack of action, going to send him over the edge and end up leaving me feeling like shit. Of course, every woman loves being referred to as a “stupid, worthless bitch” and possibly a few new brusies. While I haven’t been “hit”, I know it is no excuse to stay. What he referrs to as “shaking me up”. This response translates into being choke or grabbed by the arms and thrust into the wall. I did in fact try to leave last weekend. I couldn’t get out of the house. I am not looking for pity or sympathy, because I don’t have any for other woman in my position or worse. I think I am more over trying to understand my actions.
Well, this space will continue to be here. However, I am moving the blog and its contents. I will no longer update here. The new blog can be found here.
The days and the nights passed,
Into a blur of near non-existence
While summer fades into autumn,
And autumn into winter,
These winter winds are blowing
Are at the back of my mind,
Where did I go wrong?
The world rushed past me
As though I were permeated
In a freeze frame
I can’t scream and I can’t cry
Anymore
I can’t run and I can’t hide
Anymore
Alone in an unlit window,
Of a cold empty room.
I stands there
waiting for this darkness to engulf me.
I can’t scream and I can’t cry
Anymore
I can’t run and I can’t hide
Anymore
Days will come and days will go,
Still there I stand.
Holding a tear stained face in my hands
I can’t scream and I can’t cry
Anymore
I can’t run and I can’t hide
Anymore
And Tonight,
I see the shroud lifted
From my eyes
This candle will light my home
I can’t scream and I can’t cry
Anymore
I can’t run and I can’t hide
Anymore
This time.
I am lost without him,
I don’t know why he left that night
I don’t know why he didn’t put up a fight
Now I’m down on my knees…The smoke has cleared and the air is silent
How do I find where went.
Deserted streets and Empty alleyways end
Anymore
Sharroll Smith © 2006