Beyond The Journey

So I have been “reading” the House of Night series. Well, listening to it on audio book anyway. I am about halfway into the second book and had to seriously question myself over one scene. I mean, I love audio books much better than movies. I still enjoy actually reading, but these days I find it so difficult to stay awake. Anyway, so back to the book I am listening to. I love this series so far, (thanks mom) and I really enjoy the main character.She is almost seventeen years old and had been “marked” as a fledgling vampire. The House of Night is a sort of finishing school for fledgling vampires.

Read the rest of this entry »

So maybe the hardest part isn’t that we aren’t going to live happily ever after, but that I feel like I have lost my best friend.

I hate getting up in the morning. I hate making myself go in and brew or even go purchase a cup of coffee to “start my day on purpose.”  Hell, even my sunburn is a damned reminder! This is some suck ass shit right here. Oh okay, I will calm myself down.

Okay, I get it. IF HE REALLY WANTS to see you or talk to you. HE WILL. Well, so why then does not really ever happen to me. Why are they always, just really into me? I’m smart, I am attractive, and have the loyalty of deity proportions. So why not?  YES! I am having a whining bitch session. If you are not really interested, you too may move alone.

So today begins day one of no contact. I will not call, will not text, will not email, or any other form of contact for the next 60 days. So if for whatever reason I backslide and break my own vow of no contact, the 60 days will start over.

Well I can definitely say that the look of this quiz result has improved over what it used to look like!.

Your Heart Craves Love

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you’re told that you’re loved. You’d like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything… no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You’ll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You’ll do anything for love, but you won’t fall for it easily.