I am going to start setting new goals and timelines for attainment here. The more I think about my career at hand and what I have to look forward to beyond the phase of training I am currently in, the more I realize that just saying I want to go to PA School or become this or that, is not enough. While I am sure this blantantly obvious to everyone (including myself) I never really had the fortitude to follow through with these things. Step one to this whole process is going to be a complete redesign of the site and a mass archiving of all the old and rather tedious bullshit I used to post just to be posting.
This is hopefully going to be the fresh start I need to kick start my ass on the smaller scale of things, before trying to attack the major projects.
Well, the so called 2 weeks of “hell week” we have all be worried about has started and so far I have made it through week one. Although, this week has be pretty far outside and stressful. The boy has some pretty bad days and ended up in the hopsital. He is going to be there until the 11th. Even with all of the things going on at home, and massive amount of class time I missed I have still made it through the first round of daily graded events. Our last week of class is coming up. I have two more quizzes and two more tests and 2 more station-to-stations. All coming this week. I am confident that I will make it through this coming week, justl ike I made it through last week. All is downhill from there. The following Monday, we go to the field, for 3 days.
Well, Thanksgiving turned out to be pretty good. had a 4 day. Yippee! Started on a bit of a sour note as far as training goes. I failed my first exam in micro the last day of class before the holiday. However, it turned out okay by the end of the day. At the end of the day, we did our Phase II selections. I got Washington DC. I am pretty excited about that.
My friend did come and spend the week with me and the kids. That was perfect holiday treat for me. Oh, did I mention that he is stationed only about an hour from where I am going? Yes, “there is a Santa Clause”, lol. so during holiday block leave, I am going to be going up there and scouting around for a new house and everything. One thing is for sure. I am definatly going to have study a little harder. I can’t risk tapping out and having to go somewhere else, or being recycled out of the program. Thus, starts what is commonly refered to as “hell week”, except that we actually have two weeks of it. That mean we have a quiz, one day then a test, then quiz, ect. until the end of the micro cycle. I know will get through it though. I don’t really have an option.
Well, today my boy turns nine and is the last of my 4 day weekend, only to go to school on Saturday. That kind of sucks, but the good news is, that my friend I mentioned in the earlier post may be able to come for a visit during the Thanksgiving holidays!!! I am so overly excited about that. I haven’t seen him since he left at the end of September. We talk on the phone almost daily and I have missed having him around something awful. He is the first friend I have had in a long time that I find truly reliable and likes me for me. I can share with him like I haven’t been able to share anyone else. Not even the boy’s dad. I am glad to have him as a part of my life and even if I just have to suffer those complications, I know that one thing is certain. I know he will always be there for me no matter what. And THAT my friends, is soooo hard to find these days.
About training:
Like I said this is the last day of the 4-day holiday. We didn’t get any of them while in Hematology/Blood Bank. Microbiology is pretty damn cool though. I am soo loving this stuff. I give Kudos to my friend who turned me onto this MOS. I can’t wait to be done though. That is the only real drawback of the Kilo program, it is a full year long. I spend the first 6 months in classes (phase I), then move onto clinical aspects of it (phase II). My classes are done and over with on 12th of December, but we do have to go to the "field" for a whopping 3 days. Now that’s exciting. That’s it for Phase I. Unfortunately, we leave for holiday block leave and have to come back, just do graduation.
I came to San Antonio in January for 4 months of training as a combat medic. About a month and a half into said training, I was put in for an MEB. Meaning the Service was trying to medically discharge me due an injury (stress fractures) and that just didn’t really work for me so much. I fought this decision and finally won in April. Although I ended up reclassing my MOS I wasn’t really heartbroken about leaving "Whiskey", however it took about 2 months to get it all squared away and in writing that I would start new training "up the hill" for a lab tech. This really excited me and I couldn’t wait to start back in June.
In the midst of all of this I found a true friend in whiskey. A person that, as the song goes…"likes me for me." We began hanging out a lot and learned a lot from and about each other for the time we spent in the whiskey med hold building. Over time our friendship grew and as we became closer to each other things would tend to become slightly complicated. Well I guess we all just learn to live with complications, now don’t we.
who knew i would b writing via the ps3
So many things to talk about. So much that has happened and yet I find myself between another rock and hard spot.
More to Follow
The weren’t lying when they told us it was seath by power point during the EMT-B Phase of the 68W course. I can’t hardly stay awake for the stupid classes. We are phase 4 for another couple of weeks, and I have finally heard about my fit for duty appointment, which is next week. I just wish I coud have taken con leave. They are talking about not letting me even take my PT test. Along with the rest of the profiles. Which is really stupid. But I think I am about t POI out anyway. Even though I have been doing really well on my exams ad practical labs. I may end up getting recycled to Alpha. I think that might even be alright because I hear it isn’t so bad over there.
This new company I am in for AIT is crazy. Not only do we sound like a bunch of cheerleaders when we step to march somewhere or when we reach our destination; but the males in my platoon have thought of the lamest “mascot” and motto. We as a company (if it weren’t bad enough) are the Falcons. Now everyone makes fun of those who are kind of screw ups and call them the “blue falcons.” To make it worse, my platoon is now known as the “Thundercats”. I mean how retarted can you get. Yes that is in the cartoon from the eighties.
I am still on freaking profile. I was put on a “dead man’s profile” right after I got here. Now they extended it another two months. I think I am going to request con leave when I go in to see the Physical therapist on the Wednesday, or maybe the Ortho guy, when I see him on Thursday. One of the two, but I am going to put in for it. Because climbing 3 flights of stairs a couple of times a day isn’t really doing me any good.
I think I have hit the overkill button with my friend, EC. I met while I was home on Christmas Leave. I don’t know how I always manage to dothis. I really hate being me sometimes. I wish that I could still find myself and be happy with what I see. but know what I feel right now is
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In light of the new year, most people tend to post about resolutions and what not. Not here. I freakin hate resolutions because they tend to be stupid bullshit anyway. I leave in a few days to report to my AIT and while my trip home for the holidays was a nice little break. My even Saturday night is leaving me feeling a bit restless and lonely. I hate that. I hate that when I finally meet someone that shows some interest and give me that inch. I wind up taking a mile and freaking them out and they of course run. I can’t say that I blame them. How do you find that happy medium between. “Hi we just met, lets get to know each other better…” and the other person thinking your a raving lunatic. I mean there has to be something different in there; right? Yeah, that’s what I thought. I mean hell, I wasn’t looking for a soulmate kind of thing, just a new friend. I am pretty lacking in that dept. I miss back in the day when I could go and hang out with friends, or they would come over and we all just had a good time. So what the fuck is my goddamn problem? I don’t fucking know, if someone else can help shed some light on the subject I would really love to know.
You ever have those moments, when you jsut want to ram your head into the wall, because what you really, really, really want to do is just… Well, it’s just not real bright given your current situation. Yesterday, my Crazy Uncle had invited us to dinner. My step-dad stayed home and my son decided to spend the night with my cousin and her two kids. My mom and I decided to go down to the club on the way home, so we called to see if my step-dad wanted to go. While we wait for him to get dressed and what not, I go in and dawn some of the new lotion my battle *C* talked me into buying. My mom couldn’t figure out what it was she was smelling and said, what ever it was she wanted to eat it, lol. I thought, “WoW! I definately want to put some of that on when I go out.”
Finally, when everyone was ready to go, we head down to club. Mind you I live in a small, redneck, retirement community and when I refer to the “CLUB” and I am talking about the American Legion. Moving on. We go down and stay about long enough for My step-dad to drink a beer and mom and I to split a coke. I was about ready to go. Then, in he walks. The very guy I was referring to in my last post. And what was my reaction? This is so retarted…
So, I finally have put 2 and 2 together, and what do you know? I actually came up with 4. AMAZING isn’t it? I know, it’s so hard to believe I can actually add like that. Alright, now on to my story. So I have gone down to the club with my family quite a few times. There was almost always this one guy down there that was really cute, but being me back then, I wouldn’t talk to him or anything, for fear he would just laugh in my face. How freaking retarded is that? Well, on top of that, I knew a little about him from his myspace page, but didn’t know that it was HIS. I couldnt figure out for the longest time who the hell this guy was or why he was in my friends list. Yeah, yeah, yeah shake your head and roll your eyes later, okay.
Alright, my cousin and I were talking right before Christmas and this is when I connected the dots and realized who this was on the myspace page.
http://www.rockyou.com/my_gallery.php?source=mse&instanceid=96176185&islocal=true#